I once had an Indonesian colleague who worked due to 6-month attachment. The way she communicated and befriended took me back to what I truly am. I started to listen to Indonesian songs just for a bit. I wondered why I suddenly loved music in this language so much. I thought over and over again.

I didn't realise the answer was so simple; I am a pure Javanese at birth, but a Singaporean at heart. It might just be a possibility that I love this kind of music due to my own genes. Who knows. Life is a mystery, explore more.

Most importantly, for all 18 years I've been hiding my own race identity, defying the real facts of myself. If only I realized sooner than later, then I would have a better plan to live in Jakarta or Bandung. That's right. I have a pure Javanese blood and I like Indon girls.

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